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Have you ever talked to someone and it was obvious they didn’t want to have a conversation with you so then you felt useless and really bad about yourself and your mood dropped drastically and then you feel even worse because of how stupid it is that a person has that much impact on your day?

There are some things about myself I can’t explain to anyone. There are some things I don’t understand at all. I can’t tell what I think about things or what I’m after. I don’t know what my strengths are or what I’m supposed to do about them. But if I start thinking about these things in too much detail the whole thing gets scary. And if I get scared I can only think about myself. I become really self-centred, and without meaning to, I hurt people. So I’m not such a wonderful human being. – Haruki Murakami (via hellanne)
One of the best feelings in the world is knowing your presence and absence both mean something to someone.
Most things about me are hard to explain, I guess, like how I’m mostly delusional and live in a half-imaginary world but am also a realist to the core. I’m just a bunch of contradictions most of the time and I don’t like it, but I also do.


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